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Starbucks and Bath Bubbles

     Hello hello. Last time I talked a lot about how I didn’t like myself and how the depression and anxiety has affected that. Tonight I will share with you a couple of the things that help me unwind and feel a bit better about myself.      I had an interesting day at work today. Interesting is probably the nicest way of describing it. It was a zoo. Everyone today seemed to be on edge and super rushed, whether it be customer or staff. And being the main cashier for the day I got the brunt of everything. Customers being told things by staff that weren’t the case, staff asking me questions while I was with other customers that they could have asked anyone else and still gotten the same answer. I also had to endure long lines of impatient, needy customers, with little to no back up even after paging for it several times. So you can see, for a normally quieter store today was mayhem. On days that Dylan works I normally have to take the bus home, especially on weekends. Today I had to w

The Honest Truth

     Who would have thought that at 22 my life would be how it is. I definitely didn't. To clarify, I don't feel like I'm where I should be in life. When I look at other people my age I see a couple different lifestyles; the constant partiers, the university students, and those that have everything figured out already and are way on their way into the good part of adulthood. I feel like I don't fit into any of those categories. I am not a constant partier, yes I do go out for wings once in a while and have a couple drinks now and again but other than that I'm not really big into alcohol and parties. I am currently not going to school, mostly because I can't afford it. Even if I could afford it I wouldn't even know what field I would want to pursue. Also, the idea of a student loan isn't all that appealing to me either.       Had I not just explained the reasons for my not being in those previous two groups, you might think I'd have it all together,